Depression Spiral
I can feel a melancholy coming on.
At this point I'm attributing it to several factors: cold weather, not working out, getting fat, my detestable job, working weekends, being alone, etc. I'm just in a 'blah' place again and I need to shake it.
My weekend was very uneventful. I worked a shitload on saturday, then did my taxes. The one bright spot was that I was supposed to have a 'booty call' on Saturday... only he never did call.
Thus my Saturday night was spent eating bon-bons and watching Saturday Night Live. And Mad TV (which is better). Oh, and reading a shitty gay pirate novel.
Sunday was much the same-- nothing much to report. I tried whoring online, but to no avail. I didn't even work on music composition this weekend-- other than banging out some crap on the piano.
Just another blah weekend in a series of blah weekends.
Oh, and I guess being single for a 5th Valentine's Day in a row probably has something to do with this too.
posted by cb @ 7:44 AM
8 Comments:
I think single people need to collectively band together to abolish Valentine's Day. It's a stupid, useless non-holiday and it needs to be destroyed.
Sorry your booty call didn't show. I would have gladly filled in if I was in your neck of the woods, stud.
Hey, just remember that you are not alone in your aloneness ... alone-icity ... by-yourself-itude.
I work Wed night, but gimme a call if you want.
I can't comment hear except to say, yes - winter sucks.
As the next storm approaches us here in lovely Chicago.
I shouldn't be complaining.
As a NYer living in the heartland of seasonal affective disorder, only a few things help shake off the blues... sun & warmth, having something to look forward to (a trip, a play, ?the Cadets 07 show), good friends and/or a good pharmacist. Spring is almost here.
CB, I'm sorry that you're full of ennui. I hate when that happens to me. I try to head it off by going to the gym and working out all the melancholy.
We should ban together and stage a Valentine's Day Boycott.
I can't believe someone mentioned the Cadets O7 show!! How fun-- yeah, they'll probably win this year. Again.
Awww.... I am sorry about your Saturday. I would have gladly filled in the void. ;) BIG HUG. How have you been doing sexy man?
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